Today I woke up with a depression and anxiety feeling I haven’t had often for quite a while. I get out of bed as if I’m going to get ready for my morning routine and I get back in, go to take a shower only to decide once I get up there I can back to bed for a bit and once finally decided to take a shower decided afterwards I don’t have to go to my first class and who knows maybe second. These days suck and hopefully once I get myself going it’ll be good day to pick me up out of this. These days where you feel so depressed anxious and even physically sick from that feeling just aren’t good. I haven’t had many of them lately and luckily I don’t think I will miss anything major in class so hopefully I’ll get out of bed and go but if I don’t the world won’t end and I won’t fail.
It’s been awhile tumblr. partially because I’ve been busy but also because things have been pretty solid for the last few weeks really and I could write about the good times and I will but in this case it was the uneventful to me good times that are the boring routine type days that are just going well. So today I find reason to write on what starting out as a bad day.
Part of me wants to just take off and drive up the North Shore to Grand Marais but unfortunately that would be a bit too much time until maybe winter break.
I can’t believe I like this song but for some reason, maybe it’s just how high i am. Ive smoked the same thing for a while but tonite it was a different strain and damn. But I’m diggin this song.
I hate that I did the allnighter last night but I think it got really caught up and slightly ahead on homework which is good. Getting a decent amount of sleep tonite for another long one tomorrow.
Really hope theater halloween party happens this weekend. We need a space though. And go into bluefish tech this weekend, it’s gonna be a great show but I’m feeling really antsy about it. Now for more Big Bang Theory. Bye tumblr.
I’m going as Mikey from Recess and I’m pretty excited. It’s simple and easy costume but so fun.
Made it through the rediculous family event which as usual was so off-putting from what I believe in. And got into Duluth tonight so I can sleep in and still have all day tomorrow to work on stuff before Glensheen Spooktacular.
Gonna be good. Getting really anty and anxious about how I already know this coming week is going to be super busy with keeping up on homework, Kirby work and most of all having a ton of stuff to do to prepare for Bluefish Cove tech. Just one thing at a time.